Credit from JoelleWisler – rewritten by me for Elise
She is seven-years-old
and she has no problem with looking me straight in the eyes and saying, “no.”
She does
this often, for many different reasons. From not wanting to wash her face, eat
her dinner, go to bed, clean her room, brush her hair (oh yes…the hair!), come
inside, go outside, stop saying words for five seconds.
She
doesn't always get her way, obviously. She's not rude. She always says,
"please," and "thank you," at the appropriate times. She's
loving. She's kind-hearted. She's just very comfortable with saying no. To me.
To anyone.
I’m much older than
her, and I still have trouble telling people no, let alone looking them in the
eyes and saying it.
She's
seven!
Her “no’s”
have been about the most frustrating part of parenting for me so far. That’s because
I’m a rule-follower, an obliger, someone who doesn’t want to make waves.
I’m fine,
everything’s fine. Don’t mind me. If I had a severed limb, I’d probably
apologize to the paramedics for getting blood all over place (I truly would!).
She is my
opposite. And maybe I’m jealous. Jealous that she's so SURE of herself. Of her
place and the validity of her opinions. So sure of her 'no'.
I wish I could
always walk through the world knowing exactly what I want and telling everyone
about it and then making it happen. She will wear you down when she believes in
something strongly…she will talk about it for hours and keep on reminding you. Parts
of me are so proud of her for saying no to me, and for wearing people down to
get what she wants, that I could burst at the seams.
Part of me is so
completely frustrated and bewildered. She couldn’t care less that things aren’t
“done that way.” She is strong and opinionated and loud. She
is, at all costs, a self-promoter. She is also a fierce cuddler, an
unrestrained artist, and, when she loves you, she loves you with all of her
being.
She will
walk into the world unafraid. She will probably get fired from jobs because of
her "no." She will dye her hair blue (oh gosh!). She will definitely
sing too loud. She won't "talk like a lady." And she won't tolerate
any man (or woman) telling her how things are supposed to be.
But she will also
create stuff that could never come from a woman who is afraid. She will knock
down walls and ceilings and possibly entire buildings with the force of her
will. She will change the world because she is not scared to say no to you. And
I truly fear for the man who ever tells her to smile.
So, in the end, I
want her to keep saying no. To me. To her dad. To her sister. To teachers. To
boys. To bosses. To rules that she doesn't believe in.
For all of
you parents who are dealing with your own brand of girl warriors, we are in
this together. If we can survive their childhoods, the future will be, indeed,
female.
